To my first True Love!

I look back and smile,
you have been with me through it all and in love with you did I fall
On my knees thank you for this amazing peace and joy you have brought into my life

I look back and see all that you have given to me, my first true love you will always be....

You are my master, creator, my beautiful savior and i'm so in love with you!

I'm in awe of this life that you have given to me, i can't believe the everyday blessings that I see

Thank you for who You are, and blessing me with this life thus far!!

I love you my GOD!!!<333

To God:

You saved me from a life of despair
You know the deepest part of me, I never have to question if You really care...

In times that I have fallen down and felt so broken
You have picked me up, put me back together, my heart heard those gentle words spoken...

Your words full of Grace and Mercy
that allow me to fall on my knees and worship You with everything that is in me

Knowing that i would never amount to anything
if it wasn't for Your Son Jesus dying for me

Now that I am free
I can be anything that You want me to be
That in itself is the most beautiful thing to me...

Hope For Broken Hearts!

Beauty my friend is only skin deep; it's what's inside our hearts that He sees......

There is the girl always dressed to the T; so perfect and Beautiful....one too many times on her knees.....

Her self worth lies in appearance alone; the more she gives of herself
the more attention those boys will loan....

She finds herself in a never ending cycle; ending up back where she started, only to find that she is so broken hearted....

Her identity was taken because she believed that lie
that he was "so in love" he would "always be there" Why?
Because "he cares"....

After the fact she is left in despair....not a sight of him anywhere....
He didn't really care.

Once again she finds herself shattered and broken...
until she hears some soft words spoken...

Words of love whispered right to her heart...
"Your self worth my dear is found when my son Jesus lives in your heart..."

"So let me pick you up, and brush you off, cleanse your soul, and give you a fresh start...."

"Now you will find your identity in me...I think you're beautiful, you are everything to me.....I have great plans for you, just wait and see.."

"Beauty is only skin deep my dear....it's what is on the inside that I see so clear....."<333

This is another poem i wrote for my girls.....I know many of you have felt like this before.....But there is hope...as you see, God sees you as Beautiful....! No matter what you have done, or what might have been taken from you....You will ALWAYS be special!!! Don't let anyone make you feel any different!!
Dee***

Her Insecurities*

Her insecurity shines right through those eyes
Her heart has been broken one too many times
Confused and broken every minute of her life
wondering "when will it end....when will i be able to breathe again?"

She gave him everything she had.. "Knowing" that he would cherish it all, thinking that everything will be okay, and it is alright to fall.
In love with him she did fall, then her heart was ripped out and he buried it all.

Buried it all and walked away
Not even a second thought of a possible "someday"
Now she is left to wish it all away...

She was another "notch on the belt" he didn't really care how she felt...

It was his moment of pleasure and lifetime of pride...
It was her beautiful treasure, something special to hide.

All dug up she feels empty inside...Once again she fell for a lie.....

Dee*

Your Self Worth

I hope you will think about it before you allow him to invade every part of you for his own self pleasure…..Stripping you down to the deepest part of who you are, where you are naked, not only physically but emotionally as well….

I hope you will think about it when he tells you that you are different, special, beautiful….You are, different, special, and beautiful, until you give every part of yourself to him…then you become only a number….on a degrading list…..of his…

I hope you will think about it when you are looking in the mirror getting ready for your first date; feeling so amazing, beautiful, confident…. Pure…….need I say more….

I hope you will think about it when you are imagining that special day when you walk down the aisle to that one “special man.” I hope you will think about that “special man” and keep him in mind when you are doing everything in your power not to give “it” away, while listening to those sweet nothings being whispered in your ear…

I hope you will think about your “self worth” when you are going through such a vulnerable time in your life….not quite sure who you are, a little insecure, sensitive, uncertain of what the future might hold…..You are precious and priceless…..and your Father in Heaven cherishes you!!!<3<3

Ladies….. I wrote this for all of you!! No matter who you are or what you’ve done…..you’re worth it! You are worth waiting for, you are worth being committed too…Set standards for yourself and don’t lower them for anyone or anything!!

God Bless~*

Dee**

My passion!

Well, first of all i'll just start off by saying that this blog is pretty much going to consist of a lot of poetry that i have written throughout the years as a result of getting a glimpse into the minds and hearts of broken teen girls. God has given to me a very sincere passion to reach teen girls who have been, and are currently broken from relationships, and life experiences that they have had. One of my goals is to someday publish a book that i'm currently writing, and to incorporate much of this poetry to encourage teen girls, and women who might have experienced bad relationships, and regrets dealing with purity..etc. I give all the glory to GOD, because i truly believe that my passion to write, and the words that i write come from Him alone.
God Bless!
Dee